GoldBangle

Sunday, April 27, 2008

it's gonna be all over in less than 24 hours!
wooohooooo

# posted by MerY | 8:14 PM |

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I just saw my childhood friend's facebook profile

I miss her so much!

and i cant help feeling that truly, i've missed out too much.

Going to the wrong schools really make a lot of differences

I feel like i've just been dragging myself through all the courses

Hoping it'll all be over soon

but 4 years is not a short period of time

there are many things i could've done in these 4 years

Things that would enrich my life.

Instead, i've been lost and void of directions.

I dont know where i'm going from here...

I'm just thinking and honestly quite bothered

would i be different? better? if i'd chosen the right path?

would i hv more time for other activities,

things like charity and social works,

things like traveling with friends,

discovering my faith,

and many other things that build a person's character,

instead of mugging here just to pass the exams.

would i have gotten better grades?

and maybe able to see light at the end of the tunnel?

These 4 years seem to me,

like an endless beatings to myself.

I feel out of character.

I feel stupid, because i just cant seem to get the hang of everything, still.

i feel lazy too, because i just cant be bothered with all these modules i'm not interested in.

but thats not me, really.

i dont like feeling lazy and stupid. :(

anyway, i dont even think anyone understands what i'm talking about

hahaha

it's just that, in times like this,

i'm going through a lot of what ifs.

That is such a waste of time and energy

but i cant help it.

# posted by MerY | 5:04 AM |

Monday, April 14, 2008

hehe you're so sweet by :)

ahhhh 1 more day to exam... 5 more hours to breakfast...
3 more weeks to my fyp oral presentation
3 more weeks till i've to move out of hall...
3 more months to convocation... if i made it out alive
otherwise... welcome back to ntu next sem haha

which i secretly believe to be the case :(

anyway, nadia, sarah n i tried our best to dig something out of the prof
well it worked for 1 but not the other.
HHAHAHA
damn it. these profs totally have no empathy or sympathy for us girls
stuck at eee studying the damn circuits
:(

see we even tried different approaches to suit the prof's taste
the legs, the boobs or the pretty face
ALL DIDNT WORK
i think he likes a girl who looks like cmos
hehehehe we kid we kid

# posted by MerY | 2:10 AM |

Saturday, April 12, 2008

You're in my plans...always!

Darling! Hehe...long time no see?

Now that we both know the good news, aren't you glad that you're the first subject of my exclamation?!! Hehe. Upon graduation, things will look brighter and more certain for both of us!

Plans will be more definite. Clearer and concrete. And guess what, you're in them all! Love you so much and I can't wait to 'yang' you, lil miss tai tai.

Can't wait for this final lap to be over and we'll gona spend the rest of our holidays basking in the sun, roaming the streets of town, watching every filmstrip, whoring the cameras, bringing the partyhouses down and more and more!!! We have missed out on too much for ageesss!!!!

I have to get out of this shit hole man...am almost becoming the Ahmad of hall, staying up till dawn watching over...notes notes and tutorials. At least, Ali walks around relac relac. My routine's to sit on this shit hole chair which makes my jackest of pantats become like hum jin peng now. Flat and soft. Tmd, everytime must take five minutes break to roll all over the bed just to get them back in shape. Hahaha...then again damn ass school which breeds our love. It's a nice place after all.

Still, I want out!

Study hard and remember to pray hard too! We always have the Good Lord to thank for!=)

Love,
Folos's Rival

# posted by MerY | 4:57 AM |

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Which is more terrifying?
the thought of settling down with someone for the rest of your life
or
the thought of adjusting with someone new after a long relationship

How do some people gain all that faith while
some are struggling with the idea of faith

EXAMS IN 5 DAYS
*shiver*

# posted by MerY | 11:47 PM |

Saturday, April 05, 2008

HELLOooooo
I'm sorry that my first entry after 3 months has to be about exams
hahaha
I'm gonna graduate (hopefully) in july
and i'm excited about the mindless days i'm gonna have after that
I hope I graduate... sigh.
Exams are starting in about a week's time and i'm really scared

I'm prepared for the worst,
but i'd still like to graduate with my peers
I'm already thinking about grad trip and what i'm gonna do for my first job
Though I havent started looking yet.
hahahaha
i'm hoping for a loooong holiday before i start working

My brush with engineering will end with these last exams
:)
Ahhh... the thought of not having to study engineering always puts a smile on my face
After 4 years of aimless studying,
i'm finally freeeeeeee :) :) :)

So i'll have a... bachelors in engineering?
heeheehee how cool is that
see that sarah n nadia babes?
we'll have bachelors in engineering
Who would have thought :)

I miss my friends
i cant wait to go out with them without having anything at the back of my mind
And finally i dont have to share toilets
and not be able to wash my face coz the sinks are all choked up and dirty
It's quite gross coz people like to wash their plates in the sinks
and the food chokes up the sinks.
There's a pantry but i guess they prefer the toilet sinks.
Then there's the rubbish bin in the toilet that perpetually has opened pads in them.
Dont they wrap the pads up before throwing them away?
Anyway for the past one year,
I really minimize my visits to the toilet.
Sometimes I dont even drink up so that I dont have to pee.

Then this morning I saw a notice on the doors of the shower cubicles
They said the shower cubicles are for showering only and
other things should be done in the toiletbowls.
Sigh...
what happened to the shower cubicles???
I dont want to minimize showering as well...

# posted by MerY | 4:25 AM |