GoldBangle

Monday, March 26, 2007

I watched Phantom of the Opera at the esplanade!
It was good. so mesmerizing. Lucky thing we bought the Class A seats coz I heard people complaining that they were blocked or smthing.
Bought a mug as a souvenir hahahaa.. quite cute :P

Then I watched 300 after that. SO NICE i like!
The Spartans are so sexy... every single one of them. sigh.........
Those abs.. legs.. hands.. BUTTS.. lucky spartan women.
Perry's inspired by the Spartans haahaha
I want to visit Greece!

:D

# posted by MerY | 2:01 PM |

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I'm feeling all emo, sitting alone in the hostel room listening to the raindrops. I've gotten my internship at Keppel. So good luck to me. I think it's a challenging environment to work in. But it'll be an experience... there's always a first time for everything and i like collecting first times :)

Will be moving out after the exams. Probably moving back home, though I dont wish to. I like living alone, taking care of myself with no one to judge or care about whatever I'm doing. I'm so used to the freedom I was given at a tender age of 10, I cannot imagine living life otherwise. I'm independent that way. And because of this, I'm really quite strong-headed.

Perry bought me Canon Selphy the other day and I'm so excited. I can print my own photos! But we're still figuring out how to print the pictures from my laptop. So for now I can only print pics directly from the camera :D

There's something I want to tell you. Although I think you will never read this. I know that you probably thought of him and missed him for a while. Maybe your relationship isnt doing too well and you start thinking of the past and how he was the only person who never let you down. You were with him for the longest time and you knew him through and through. You used to have such a hold on him that you knew he'd do anything for you. But you didn't want to come across that way because you were the one who abruptly ended the relationship for someone else. That's why you said that something's been bugging you lately and you asked if HE needed a closure. So you suggested he could contact you through email or maybe you two could meet up for the last time after his exams should he feel the need to talk about the closure. But if he feels that everyone's happy the way things are, then it's fine.

When he called back, you said you weren't trying to create any wave. Well, he probably will never be able to read between the lines, but I'm a girl and I know what you're thinking and doing. I hope you got the answer when he told you straight that there's no need for contacts anymore because everyone's happy the way things are and a closure would be fine but there's no need for emails or meet ups. The truth is, he'd already moved on and he feels like he's in a better place. You've been replaced, face it. You're nothing more than just a period of wasted time and efforts to him. So move along now, stop looking back.

As for you, there are things you'd done that cannot be forgiven. Or forgotten. It is more than just the fear of losing you. There is no fear of losing anyone. People come and go and it's been a fact for as long as anyone has ever known. It is the pride, the respect, the self, that were at stake. Thats why they will never be lost and for your information, I will never let that happen. You shouldn't infringe, not anymore. Because I will never let that happen.

# posted by MerY | 2:35 PM |

sing me that song.

# posted by MerY | 1:06 AM |

Saturday, March 10, 2007

I finally met up with dearies Rene & Stel yesterday :)
We went to check out St James. Bellini Room. Nice jazz
Well... older crowd. Mostly people in their working clothes.
It was freezing cold in there so we ended up sitting at the bar outside
Drinking our lychee martinis, popping in peanuts and chatting till the wee hours
Or rather, 2 am. because stella's having a meeting on sat morning

I really missed them
I was almost choking on my own misery till i met them
It's always nice to be surrounded by your girlfriends
I love them all... :)

Anyway I know it's really late but I just want to tell AH LI that I'm really sorry i couldnt make it to her bday last week...
But Rene told me she had a great day so i'm really glad to know tt
Sigh sorry ahhhhhh liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Btw, when are u leaving spore ah??

# posted by MerY | 11:38 PM |