Big hello from jakarta :)
A random thought: I'm turning 22 in dec. Perry's turning 24 in jan. WE'RE OLD.
Cant wait for school to start. Somehow, slacking for a mth really got to me. It's quite irritating. Especially so because everyone else are so busy. sigh. yet another uneventful holiday... I wonder how many more such holidays I can hv before I've to start working. By then, I'd really wish I hadnt wasted my holidays slacking at home. I wanna travel. I'm gonna discuss with my parents if I can take a few mths or so to travel after graduation. The only highlight abt this hols is probably the time I spent with him.
I really like being busy. I'm glad tt I'm in jkt actually, even though I'm missing perry to death. There r so many more things to do here and so many more people who cant wait to meet me (mainly my family) and bring me to places. It just feels gd to hv people wanting to meet u. I think i was deprived of that during the 3-mth long hols. hahaha. So yeah, it's good to be home, surrounded with my family :)
BUT i still cant wait to be back in yr arms baby.
I'm sorry tt i've to reveal this
BUT I WILL NEVER GO CLUBBING WITHOUT PERRY AGAIN!
hehehe
i cant help it!
felt so lost without him!
like no one to take care of me...
when i wanna go toilet
when i wanna get a drink
when i wanna dance on the squeezy dancefloor
when i wanna go home
i know i'm safe when he's around
:)
He's the best clubbing accessory :D
it's so funny reading how someone else describes him.
especially when it's the girl-he-hurt-badly's best friend.
and especially when i'm involved in the episodes of her torture.
though it's none of my business,
i feel kinda sad for her.
she seems like a nice decent girl
and while we were having a time of our lives and showing it to the world
all she did was to cry in her room.
it's such a different response compared to a certain someone.
who makes sure i know i'm hated and makes sure doubts are planted in my heart.
but well, i dont care.
like what you said, life's short,
and i want to spend this short time with you.
talking about taxis
conversations btwn us on his way to work are always the same
him (monotonous): hello mery, good morning what are u doing?
me: morning darling *yawn* on yr way to work? i just woke up
him (straight tone): ooh just woke up ah. yah i'm on my way to work
me: hehehe yah. have to gd day at work darling!!! i love you!!!
him (business like): mm ya same same
me: i looooooooooveeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
him (stern voice): mmm yes same
me: do you love me???
him (monotonous): i do i do
me: do wat?
him (business like): mmm yes yes
me: do wat darling?????
him (business like): ok ok
me: say leh say leh
him (straight tone): mmm yes
me: say u love me!
him (apologetic): mery, i've got to go now i'm reaching my work place
me: oke bye baby i loveeeeeee u!
him: erm ok bye call u later
then he'll sms me smthing v sweet n mushy to make up for it hahaha :D :D :D
One night, p and m went for dinner at the esplanade.
Thai Express, outside table smoking corner with live band rocking away.
2 plates of phad thai 2 bowls of tom yum talay and 2 plates of green curry with rice because damn hungry.
Walked n walked, ended up outside ms one cosy corner. started talking away blahblahblah head on lap with mozzies biting away. Decided to walk again because hands legs all itchy. Ended up opp the merlion one no signboard empty resto sit one corner. heart2heart talkies for damn long then thirsty. Walked n walked again ended up at harry's outside one table at the corner. Erdinger 2 tall glasses fat at the top. Virginia slim half half. drink puff drink puff got drunk face all red the lights went off harry's closing. i looked so cool n we were giggly then looked front right left behind then 2 glasses into the bag. laughed laughed n then ran away hand in hand to taxi stand got into the cab n talked to uncle. p asked pie in spore or not. then stopped at petrol station needed to ... asked the auntie can hv the key or not then she saw red face red eyes abit scared gave me the key. i went there the lights all dark no switch no nothing abit scared abit confused quite drunk then went out the switch outside so switch it on n went back to ... p went to buy ... then went back to cab, p giggling fished out tissues fr uncle's taxi stuffed into my bag laughed like mad pple.
taxi uncle tissues very useful because .......................
had a really ........................ night.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
So many things had happened that I forgot to blog about our first month anniversary on 20th july.
He brought me to Olive for dinner, this resto at Labrador Park.
Very nice cosy place. And quite costly. hahaa.
We had really yummy calamari for starters, then he had duck confit and I had my foie gras stacked on mashed potato. his is nicer though... so yummy. then we had chocs fondue with strawberries n marshmallows for dessert. I didnt take pics :(
Watched stentorian perform at marina square the other day. He was really impressed, so was I! They're damn gd. always a pleasure watching them perform. Iylia soooo cuteeeeeee hahahaha.
Was at delta sports complex again yesterday afternoon. talked to geraldine quite a bit (sorry i'd to let it out). I hope what yr friends always tell me about you is true. Theyre always so worried you're in the wrong hands, so worried that i'll devastate you once again, always telling me to handle you with care. perhaps you dont see much of my friends to tell u the same things. perhaps i dont show my helplessness often. but I hadnt always been treated right and i got hurt a lot too. dont disappoint me again because like you, i cant take another blow. dont put me in such a fragile state. please.
He was so spontaneous u know HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH had such a laugh watching him do some stuff GHAHAHAHAHAHA omg cant believe u were so desperate that u were willing to do that. ahahah. but anyway thanks for making me laugh. u're so adorable.
for once in my life
i'm afraid of what's ahead of me.
what i'm going to face
what i've to bear
the kind of confused painful feeling
that even the kindest words cannot heal.
will i be strong enough
and if i'm not,
will you be there to save me.
it's not a prayer
it's a plea.
pls pls pls pls pls pls
the tears are already flowing
the hurt has already begun
what does it take...
No one can find the rewind button now
So craddle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe...
hello hello i'm back :) :) :)
first thing first, pic fr the pastamania dinner before bangkok
sarrie perrie merie
dont you think sarrie and perrie have the couple look??? i'm serious! i always think they look so good together. try covering me with your fingers, they look damn gd in pics! hehheheh plus they always wear matching clothes u know hahahaha
anyway, bangkok was mmm all about shopping hahahaa. spent about 500 bucks on shopping + food + transport. bought quite a lot of stuff. at first i thought i bought a lot but when i unpacked my stuff, actually not really. mmmmmmmmm.... damn. but i'm so so so happy with the lingerie i bought. SO CHEAP OVER THERE! like 1/4 the price in sg. morgan triumph wacoal elle bsc... omg i was happily picking up all the pretty lacy colourful lingerie... n burnt S$200 on them. lalalala... in total, i bought 5 sets of matching bras n panties + 4 panties + 15 tops + 5 pairs of shorts + 4 pairs of shoes + 2 bangles + lotsa earrings + 3 dresses + 5 tshirts for perry n bro + 1 necklace + 1 hairband + lotsssssssss of food n drinks hahahaha
I didnt take much pics... no chatuchak or suan lum n places like tat :( we were all too busy shopping hahaha plus we (only me actually) wore lok kok clothes all the time!!! next time next time...
a lil bit of bkk!
Poondarl is so sweet he waited for me at the airport while i patiently shopped at duty free. he hugged me first thing n then he just kept staring at me, watching me talk, watching me do stuff. hmmm... dont do that ok darling yr eyes can kill. and and and.. u're making me shy la... heh =\ missed him like crazy in bkk. feels so gd to be back n be with him. bad news is my indo trip is gonna be even longer gahhahahaha gd luck to us... we're so gonna sob over the phone =(
Off to bangkok in a while!
I'm not feeling well though. Been having sore throat + running nose + headache since yesterday. gah... dragged myself outta bed this afternoon coz i havent packed my stuff.
Met up with sarah sweetie n perrypoonie so the three musketeers had dinner at pastamania. ling dropped by for a while and then off she went, never coming back even after she insisted (repeatedly) that she'd be coming back when we said byes. hahah nvm i'm gonna be with her for the next 5 days 4 nights.
Watched Pirates of the Caribbean. As usual, pooniedarling fell asleep on my shoulder again. he's so cute you know he always falls asleep in the cinema hahaha. it doesnt matter how exciting the movie is, he'll still fall asleep! n his head is sooo heavy... he's so heavy lah there was once when we had to squeeze into joe's car n he sat on my lap. omg couldnt breathe. n my legs went numb.
Anyway, pooniedarl just loves seeing me in pain. an addition to the fractured toe he gave me (yes he fractured my toe), he bit my lip yesterday on purpose! so painful ok! my lip split n i could taste the blood. stupid poonie. some kind of a cannibal.
We're ALWAYS doing stupid things. like the time when we got locked out of the room ... AHHAHAHAHAHAHA tomilson tomilson n then BAM the whole sliding glass shook HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. mmm gonna miss u so much these 5 days :)
dont lose the magic, dont get caught up
dont do this to me.
stone cold sober.
Won $50 at the poker game with perry's friends yesterday hahahaha. Yam was there, though I think it was kinda boring for her coz most of us were gambling the night away while watching Worldcup final :( Perry played daidee with the other grp. baoyi's house was just havoc with all the ch**by*s thrown around n the shrieking laughters of songliang's. not forgetting his farts... hahahah had such a gd time. Left only at 7 am.
Before that I watched another hockey match at delta. I think i wanna be perry's groupie. :D after the game, went to his place for the first time n met his family. haaaaaahaaaaaahaaaa so nerve wrecking. dont know what they think of me but i like them. played bomberman with his bro while waiting for him to finish bathing. hahaha his room is worse than mine!!!!! HAHAHAHAH phew. n i found out the artistic side of him. he's sooo gd at designing stuff n building them. kinda impressed. :D but he always impresses me anyway. haiya i think i like him more than he likes me la. stupid poon always falls asleep i think i bore him. n how come i find him so amusing? i hv to stop watching him fr afar n stalking him..
Then chompchomp time :D chicken wings, oyster omelette, satays, stingray n a big glass of soya bean milk w grassjelly. hahahah fulllllllllll. we went to chompchomp coz we arrived at baoyi's house too early n nobody's there yet so after waitin for abt an hour we decided to get supper. my first time to chompchomp! i luvvv the chicken wings
I had chilli crab for dinner yummy yum yum :D
Met iyliaaaaa. wanted to catch stentorian performing for noise@scape BUT DARN i missed it... i couldnt find the place coz iylia (thanks ah!) didnt pick up my calls so by the time he called back they'd finished performing n were watching the rest of the bands. :( so i just joined them. Saw denise keller she's so hot sigh... i love her... prettiest girl (besides rebecca tan).
Anyway back to chilli crab. Was at ang mo kio n we were hungry (poon n i) so we ordered 2 crabs + mantou + rice + mini wok tofu + 2 glasses of beer + 2 glasses of lemon tea. FULL stomach... bloated. I love seafood ;)
It's so cute that he hasnt had the pincers for so long coz he always gives them to his younger bro n his parents. So nice right... i thought tt was so sweet. He wanted to gimme all the pincers as well ahhahaha "I like the legs nvm u can hv all the pincers! really!" And as usual i gave him the weird, unbelieving look. I mean who doesnt like pincers??? So i ignored him n just put one on his plate. he happily gobbled it down. then i put another one n he happily ate it again. and another... :D
Wanted to do that ouch thing in the afternoon but didnt coz by the time i got ready it was kinda late. hehe so I just went to meet Perrypoons to accompany him during his dinner break. Then met yams for dinner at tcc :) :) :) Niceeee food. Perry said I always bring people for dinner at tcc hahahah thats because I love the teriyaki sabayon salmon so much that everytime I go out with my friends I'll ask if they've tried the food at tcc and if their answer is no.... hehehe teriyaki salmon here i come!!! :D yum... then the dessert would be dark devotion... YUM. the mongolian chicken chop curry thingy is yummy too!
I brought yams to see perry in his uniform. hahahaha i love to see him in uniform. it's so tight fitting with long sleeved dark denim shirt n pants plus that belt and that ass.. HAHA I think we just adore asses. Asses in tight pants. mmmmm...... So if people ask what do I look at when I'm checking guys out, heh... turn around baby lemme see that ass. *whistle
teriyaki sabayon salmon ::: mongolian chicken chop curry
dark devotion... eaten halfway
tcc
Whats up with people and their bitchy mood swings these days?
I dont mind listening to all their complaints, i love hearing pple bitch. but it's such a turn off when I say hello to them cheerfully and they become hostile and talk like i'm offending them or something. Like throwing their tantrums on me. Bloody hissy fits.
HELLO. I'm not yr freaking lover whom you can throw yr weight around at.
Seriously, I dont deserve being treated like that u know. I'm not part of the problem that makes you the miserable little bitch you are. SO spare me the punishment meant for somebody else.
Whats up with 21-year-olds. Suddenly going into the teenage angst period again huh. Or are they going through premature mid life crisis. Whatever it is, the next one who's gonna act all missy on me, I'LL JUST LEAVE YOU ALONE OKKKKKKK.
Oh. and dont complain i dont contact you BECAUSE... look at what happened to poor me when i tried to.
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didn't believe in destiny
I look up, you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
~ Brighter Than Sunshine by Aqualung
